all i wish is juz a simple happy life.. is tat too much to ask?
hmm.. i know its not hard.. everyone say it.. but NO i dun get it.. my life sux, in a mess, no matter wad i do it will nv be gd to anyone .. or everyone
fuk up life aarhhh!!

everyday looking around seeing everyone smile n happy when they r with someone or got ppl with them.. wad i hav?? being in conversation tat i m not into, laughing but not even knwing wad was i doing, everything i m now feels so FAKE.. this world is FAKE.

everytime i tell ppl to be happy.. wad a jk i m, to make ppl happy, i should be happy first rite?.. wad can i do? happy.. i can be crazy not happy, happy for no reason.. tats not possible.

NICO.. TIME TO WAKE UP.. U BETTER WAKE UP..
COZ U R LIVING IN A LONELY WORLD.. LONELY.. understand?


ok nico is back to blog.. today first day of sch.. wad else to blog? boring day at sch.. as usual.. but cool thing, my sec sch teacher finally getting married.. finally.. for dunno how many donkey yrs.. haha

hmm.. now back to drinking life again haha.. not bad la .. but the belly coming out again.. GYM.. here i come lol..

simple life for simple guy.
no worries
no trouble
no LIFE lol

haha


k ba.. enough of talking kok here.. think blog tml ba haha..


finally i m back blogging coz after so long.. really nth to do so juz blog loh.
juz dun really get my life straight, is lyk nth is rite for me.. NTH! kinda piss with life lyk tat.. i juz wan a happy life, is tat too much to ask?hmm.. too bad ba u r nico ma tats y, ppl lyk me cant be happy for long, at most less then a day.

wonder if there is really anything tat can make me happy,, i really wonder.
i also wish to have life lyk the past, more exciting n fun, not lyk now, everything is juz lyk.. ya, nth to share with ppl n noone to share with, i really going crazy rite now.. ARHHH!!
piss again today, dun wan tlak abt it.. juz hope i can juz slp n dun wake up anymore


nico is back haha long holiday break le haha now back to blogging le.. hmm.. now is soccer season, FEVER time haha.. SPAIN all the way.. lol siao le me.
study sux life kinda sux, but the more sux, attachment coming le n i will be attach to INGRAM MICRO.. dunno wad the hell is tat hmm.. nvm hope dun be office boi can le i will go crazy..


tml BL event, too bad hard to be there haha coz got test, sian loh now going study le haha wish me luck haha..



P.S. STEPHie IS Floating haha


will not be blogging for sometime coz nth to write haha take care guys


veri pissed at the moment.. no mood to do anything today.. dun ask me wad happen.. noone will get any answer from me..
i feel veri useless.. no matter how ppl say i m diff i m important.. i dun think i will believe it anymore.. my life is nv gd.. nv ever will be gd.. even if there is gd.. its juz for a sec onli.. nth more.. y muz my life be lyk this.. cant i juz hav a happy n normal life? y muz there be pain n sorrow?? i know i m a guy tat dun feel pain or hurt.. but even superman also will be scared of something .. y i will not leh?

wad i scared most? u wanna know.. guess loh..
tml onwards in sch will be super sian super no mood super wtf super duno la dun wanna blog no more the feeling.. totally waste of time .. oo.. wads the use.. my life is short.. think noone will know y .. let it be a mystery


today veri sian.. super lack of slp.. somethings i dun wish to say.. something happen in the morning.. so i met up with kai, xuan, yong quan, kellie at cine at abt 4 plus.. they playing pool.. i super shag.. so let them play.. hmm.. went to bugis to shop for present for someone.. i not included.. juz follow onli.. super sian loh..
later after tat all went back.. then i go vivo go find alyssa.. haha she super slack le loh..haha. keep running around haha.. entertaining ppl as usual.. hmm.. she n her friends took pics.. some pic of her quite cute too haha.. muz go c lol..but dunno where..haha... kk end of today.


life still hav to go on no matter wad
so dun worry.. be happy

Nico
DOB:31 january 1989
Status:veri complicated
School: ITE CE(Simei)
AIMs in LIFE: BE DEAD REAL SOON

History is always repeating itself..
Still, life goes on..

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